loosing / losing

I dont like drinking
But i like how it feels to be drunk
You like how i talk when im drunk
So lets get drunk

When there is no games to win, go
Everyday I'm going down to

I am the one to
When there is no way to run, go

The stars consume everything
I like how it grinds on my heart

what the hell did i just click on? what is this b-list emo poetry supposed to be?? please take me back ASAP!